time change

 Assalamualaikum, 

Alhamdulillah i manage to write a blog again after few weeks, just nak celoteh that since after my marriage so much of things have changed drastically and it give a little impact in myself neither in my family, friends and surroundings. 

First of all, after i got married i realised that my parents house is no longer feel comfortable like it used to be before. Everything i do feel serba tak kena macam ni salah, buat macam tu salah so sometimes i just don't want to go there just because it makes me feels ike i don't belong there anymore and everything there don't feels attached to me anymore. 

Seconds, the time seems go so fast or i am the one who left behind. The people who always there and loved you suddenly they are not there anymore. The one you think will always remember suddenly they are already old and don't remember you. The one who you see everyday suddenly you heard there are gone forever left you in shocked. Your friends who always clinging around you suddenly stopped see you, hear you and left you for a better people. The one who you see as a small kid now there are already in working era's 

Third, your surroundings also change. The place you attend before change so much as the generation change, the rule change not like it used to be during your time. And to be honest i am in disbelief and feel speechless after throughout all these changes. Sometimes rasa macam disbelief with all these changes around dulu masa sekolah selalu nak semua berubah cepat-cepat bila dah lalui rasa macam please let it be like before so i won't missing anything 

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